My friend showed me this blog of this guy, she told me that he was gay, depressed and thought he was being possesed by the devil. My first reaction was of course majorly freaked out that she was telling me to go to a gay guys blog


And NO she wasn't trying to imply anything......

So i checked it out(curiosity got the better of me)
...that guy has some serious problems, he tried to kill himself many times over, he's a christian so he openly states that he's going to get eternal damnation for being like that, hes in a all-boys school-(not mine thank god)-and he says that everyone hates him.

It just made me think, how each and every one of us is stuck in our own world, where everything goes to plan, that we cannot step out and take a look at everything from a macrosopic view, everyone has problems, but many other people have worse ones, and other people have problems worse then that.

Like i always have the impression , that my life is a story where i'm the main character, but in truth all of us are just chapters...no , we are just mere pages in the great book of existence and all that is around us.

It really makes you wonder about how a big problem in our story, maybe a even bigger one in anothers, or a small one in someone elses. In this way we are all linked one way or another?....

Its just something that one ponders about, right now i have to get back to pondering about refraction and relfection if i want to have the slightest chance of passing physics.

But heres something, i heard before,that you should think about

Have you ever looked into an old photograph of yourself and noticed a starnger just passing by in the background?Makes you wonder, how many strangers have pictures of you?Will they always remian starngers or does that mean destiny already forseed that you would meet in future.

~AZH out~