I write extremely randomly,not daily , not weekly nor monthly. This last couple of days have been just been, well......total shit, i tried to come up with something more sophisticated, but well..."total excreta" would seem very out of place.

Anyway, I've been doing alot of thinking and something just keeps coming up,.......that's a very suggestive sentence isn't it, an IDEA keeps coming up i mean. I was reading this poem the other day entitled "An eye for an eye" and something my teacher once said came back to me.

"If everyone followed the saying an eye for an eye, the whole world will be blind"

Well, in actuality, do we not follow that saying very closely?

If a man commits murder, he is given the death sentence, if someone commits a crime, he is punished accordingly, if someone gets injured in a football game, the person who caused the injury is sent off. So is the whole world blind?Blinded by our greed, blinded by violence, blinded by love, blinded by hate, blinded by each other,from each other,for each other.

-an eye for an eye-Does it not make you wonder and question the very laws created to protect to protect us, is that the real purpose? Why do we follow these laws?Why are we punished by those create these laws, those who abide these laws, when they are not our laws. We did not all vote for them, what ever happened to democracy?

You might say that these laws go back ancient times, the roman times and far before that. That they are based on the rules found in the holy books. The Bible and The Quran. It does say "Thou shall not steal, thou shall not take anothers life" etc. However they both also say that, only god shall judge. Why do we not take that as our law?

Those who resist are painted as extremist who hate freedom, well how do you define freedom?It goes back to what we are calling globalization, but where is the line between globalization and assimilation ? I'll tell you where, the line has been torn down, the line has been corrupted. The strait line, is now crooked.

I guess what I've been trying to say is the justice system really, well, just?

~AZH out~

Right , i haven't blogged in weeks...so it's safe to say you can scratch whatever i said in my first post....

Anyways, the last month has been way tough. I guess these are the moments the life sets on your plate, a simple test ; do we crumble or do we rise to the challenge?More then most times i tend to well......cheat on the test, life may be hard but loopholes are sure as hell easy to find.

If i were to list the things troubling me it would go something like this i guess;

1. Racial harmony day play
2. that movie competition thing that i'm not sure if im taking part on
3. Nespien Peo(fictional chracter)
4. Speach day performance
5. speach day "emcee" job
6.5th august speach to East zone principals
7.detention,detention,detention
8.remedial,remedial,remedial
9. CCA attendence
10.spoilt phone
11.My friend with a "problem"

Yeah that seems right,

-No.11,you're probably reading this,so just know i don't blmae you for that thing,im not okay with it cause im not,you know, but i think ,if thats your choice,i don't have anyting to do with it- You can just ignore that, long story, one i'd rather not share with the public,its just to inform the person.

So i managed to somehow find loopholes in almost all of them, except no.3 , i mean you cant kill evil can you? to clear up any misunderstandings, No.3 is a FICTIONAL character in the book im writing. Its about how it sucks out souls and feeds on them eventually causing the apocalypse with its pure hideousness ,but as i said thats not real, and according to the law of the nation of Singapore, by stating the above, i cannot be charged,faulted and fined if the character was real, theoretically speaking of course.

Anyway , just if your feeling really messed up and emo lately, just kick back and chill. Things always work out, and in the immortal words of Kurt Cobain , "slack off, you'll till you're 70 if you're lucky,learn to play pool,play cards"

~AZH out~
ps.
Kurt was high when he said this and did shoot himself a few years later so maybe that was a bad quote